LONELY HEART

LONELY HEART
BY
Hamah Sagrim

The tears just flowed, tears and sobs to dampten powerless. His decision is a choice of life. His heart was sore but all make him a tough. Life full of drama as conflict and intrigue. There's a war on his mind. Determination to be a good person wave endless ocean of life, then there should be a also a story of failed marriage in the middle of the rocks. All that remained on her tough. "My determination to accept all these trials simply because in my heart has ngendap faith," so he said to me that night.

The children sang Amalia night peace to the Prophet, peace is soothing to listen to anyone. An oasis in the barren desert and arid in the midst of metropolitan life is gone out to pursue worldly desires. Abundant in dry material, but in spirituality. In the middle of the hustle and rampant but feel lonely and quiet in solitude. Shalawat was like rain after a prolonged drought. Her voice was soft, melodious, touching the hearts of the most deeply.

Shalawat the mother's heart that night came to a House Amalia cry. From small, she was acting like the artist, singing, playing soap opera even when growing up would have to go to Jakarta to be a model audition poto. At first his parents forbid but determination can soften hard hearts of her parents. Not success gained, he actually fell in the night. Consciousness jerk. When on a night he listened to the voice adzan. The voice reminded again to return to the right path. Many of his friends harass and say 'goody-goody,' 'sanctimonious,' even to threats and terror of the people who do not like the decision.

In the midst of turmoil appease his heart, the Khaliq reconcile himself with a man who guided her. his home life was so beautiful and peaceful. His parents wept to see the change in her daughter. Her father was a wise man is always reminded that life is the 'heart humming never uncertain. " Because the heart rhythm is constantly changing. Just submit to Allohlah that will save him.

"When I really Alloh surrender to Almighty to walk straight, I have inner strength extraordinary mas Agus Syafii. The storm waves of life come and go. If it were not for faith, my life has collapsed," he said.

'The most terrible ordeal was while I must accept the fact my marriage had to end,' he added. While our two children who loved the world have been born. Our family life is so beautiful and should be separated, 'for me was very berat.Sesuatu trials that made me consider myself to have failed for the second time. " he said in sobs and tears. That night after the mother took wudlu water, we shared Amalia children prayed for him to grit his faith was strengthened so willing to accept 'life lines' that have been defined by Alloh SWT.

Until one day I was invited by the mother on the show his son circumcision celebration. His face looks fresh and full of laughter. Gratitude raised to Alloh spoken many times. "Thank ya mas agus been encouraging me .." he said. Humming heart has changed in the fun, spread love and affection for the children she cared. Blessing was on him shine in every step brings ketetraman good and for the people around him.